It's Horrible!!

by Kidlat

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Will you let me keep my head down?
Will you let me leave this party without making a sound?

I don't wanna go downtown,
because the last time I did,
I puked my guts out.

Man, I hope they don't find out,
that I've been racing my mind,
like i still live down south.

I hear words out of your mouth,
but these days you make me worried,
and I'm swimming in your doubt.

With all this pressure,
living in my head.
With all the excuses,
I'll end up dead.
I'll end up dead.

I hope they don't find out,
I've been living like the last days are comin'.
Keep it cool, don't cause a scene, straight bummin'.
I'm just gonna try and save some money.
You keep laughing but I swear this isn't funny.

Do you notice me universe?
Do you know that it's me,
clinging to every word?
Do you hear the crack in the foundation?
As the chemicals make their rotation.

I see the future.
I see myself.
And i'm still worried.
It's something I can't help.
It's something I can't help.

I hope they don't find out,
I've been living like the last days are comin'.
Keep it cool, don't cause a scene, straight bummin'.
I'm just gonna go and spend some money.
And pretend that I never saw it coming.

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released December 7, 2018
Written and Performed by Kidlat
Recorded and Mixed by Chico Jones
at Estuary Recording Studio
Album Art by Whitney Chilton
We're Trying Records
2018

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Kidlat Austin, Texas

EST. 2015

ATX INDIE PUNK

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